random rant in bordomness

Hey!now that i have started writing this i have no idea what the fuck to write about :S

appart from the fact my cd player is being a cock and wont read my fucking bmth cd or my slipknot on so am not a happy bunny. :@ i was out with my god forbidden parents today and fuck i cant stand them no more. i dont even no why it was my mum dad and gran so we were out for ages because she walk so slow it unreal. we were in the car and my mum yawned and fuck it got to me for no apparent reason, mannaged to hold it in and not snap for once but am sat here thinking now what the hell is wrong with me that i get stressed even at my mum yawning :| She wont let me get anger manigment all she says is no son of mine is aggresiv i was like WHAT THE FUCK am asking you for help to sort this shit out and u say that. Oh well am back home now sat music full blast and the door locked see what she can do about that haha. Anyone please give me some advice on how to keep control of my anger? i already smoke so no need to say that. Its just am really scared of hurting my family its the last thing i would even want to do but am alot bigger than the rest of my family and am scared i dont wanna hurt them. oh well its not all bad new i start college tommorow =] looking forward to it. Am doing a machanics course in my home town of blackpool there is noone else on my course like me there all small weak and listen to rubbish music like Rap and MC but oh well al cope haha anyway i think my bordom is actually gone because my mate just got here with some lovely beer and were just  gonna kick back relax mosh and play some x box !!!!   anyone feel like adding my msn? here pheonixchd@hotmail.com     c ya x